Love? (20-05-2009)

Where are thou that led me here

To the brink of this cliff's sheer?

Ready to push & make me dive

In the abyss of my life.

Hadn't I just figured out

That on my own I'm a good scout?

So why suddenly you appear

Making my thoughts go back to fear?

Fear of caring and being hurt

Fear of living in love's desert.

Where mirages beckon you on

Just to lead you to oblivion.

Where are you? Why aren't you here?

You got so close, then you disappear.

Leaving me exposed to the sun above

Thinking thoughts of... is this love? 

Tomorrow (13-05-2009)

There is no fear greater than not knowing how to keep living.
There is no hurt more painful, than not having anyone caring.
... and yet there's always tomorrow.

You cannot see your path from now on, it's all pitch black.
You're not going to find the way, you'll have to turn back.
... and yet there's always tomorrow.

I hear cries, anguish and pain... and I don't understand
The family in despair, they are mourning his end
For him there is never again tomorrow.

Going away (05-05-2009)

I went away
At the dawn of day,
leaving him warm by my side.

His blue eyes were closed,
his face all reposed,
and sadly and lonely I cried.

No sounds to be done,
No rushing around,
Otherwise he'd surely awake.

And I would have to smile
To kiss him goodbye
Willing my heart not to break.

Don't know if I'll be back
Don't want to think black
But I know that it's all at an end.